Mood: cheeky
Now Playing: She Talks to Angels-the Black Crows
Topic: Sigh
Hey Now. Yesterday was my Sister's Birthday, under a Capricorn Full Blue Moon and My 1/2 birthday, and the official start of the second half of the year 2007---check the expiration dates on your coupons y'all. While everyone is looking toward the 4th and then of course 07/07/07...when there are a number of consciousness raising events planned for this auspicious day...birthday of Tomaro...(Tomorrow?...) but what have we learned to prepare us for this moment?
I have really been thinking about what it means when I say that I am a Reiki Healer. Just what do you say to someone about moving energy around and making people feel better? How does it sound to the "rational" when I say that I can feel and see energy and help it get to where it needs to go. When I say that when I don't know how to do something, I can simply ask Angels. So can you. I have no doubt that they are there-you can too!
I know that on some level I have been a sounding board for people all of my life. I have been specially prepared to deal with the emotional well being of the people around me...I've both dealt with crazy, and been crazy. I have a laundry list of issues I could use as an excuse for getting on Oprah. I know that becoming a bartender was a natural byproduct of wanting to help people feel better. It takes a special kind of crazy to want to give people a dose of "truth serum" and then sit back and listen to them spill their beans. Thankfully I never had to work in a place that was open really late. We had "Happy Hour" and then rolled up the sidewalks at 8pm. Pretty cushy, really.
So lately I have been dealing with some pretty weighty issues as far as people around me and their health. Please don't think I am trying to bring anyone down...It is simply important for me to learn what I can from all of this. So---My father has been dealing with prostate cancer for a year now. It is kind of aggressive and he is being very matter of fact about it. "No big deal." My mother had a hysterectomy last week and while she is up and around and going to Young Living Oils meetings and driving an hour to see my grandfather today, she was told that they had also removed both uterine and ovarian cancer...it looks pretty good, like they got it all out, but we are not sure if any of it spread. Both parents with 2nd chakra issues...don't think that might be passed on, do you? (OM---think ORANGE thoughts.) Meanwhile I got word that a friend of mine who had a baby on the Solstice, also found out that she has colon AND liver cancer...she is barely 30. How do I help?
There is more...bad things happen to good people all the time. In my world where everything happens for a reason....sometimes the reasons are simply not reasonable. Sometimes it seems Pollyanna to think that somehow I have the power to help. Knowing what I know about the power of Faith---it is Selfish to think that I cannot...I might not have the power alone, but I've got a Legion of Superfriends who do. Calling all Angels...we are here, we are here, we are HERE!
Be Here Now, Bee Hear Now, Bea Herenow, B...bbbbbbbbbb.....All Together Now.